I'm happy but I'm bored, so fucking bored it is unbelievable. I love Joe and I love our home, our friends, our everything but I don't know how to do anything for me. I find myself doing things all the time that I don't necessarily like to do, I like the results but I can't say that I get joy from the things that occupy my "free" time. I am always going, going, going and I feel like I'm looking up for the first time and I have no idea where I'm going or what I'm trying to do.
Time for me to work on that. Time to find some passions and get some real motivation in my life. I've realized that if I ever want to be a good partner for Joe or eventually a good mom to our kids, I need to know how to make myself happy.
Now is the time, I'm gonna try it all and throw myself into anything that comes my way and see what works for me. Wish me luck!
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